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23.
08.2003
How
you can observe your own progress by comparison.
Maheshji
says that we shall not tell the Yog - students that they should expect any
miracles.
They
should practice with patience.
Everyone
will make progress but sometimes it takes time. The progress is different with
each human being. Somebody may get success soon, somebody may get success late
and another one may get success very late. You cannot compare people to each
other and the physical situation is not the most important thing. As long as
your inner view doesn't change you cannot improve yourself. As long as your
outlook regarding human being and regarding living and non-living does not
change, as long as you have the same greed and the same fear it means there is
no improvement.
You
have to observe your thoughts. As long as the same greed is there, it means
nothing has changed. If an alteration takes place this means that the inner
voice became louder. Then all these allurements, fear, hatred slowly become
weak. You will realise this. You will say to yourself, why should l do harm to
others for personal benefit.
You
will feel this typical change. You will notice a strong change of your normal
thoughts; in your normal thinking this is important.
This
way you can advance. You will realize your progress. Your inner dialogue will
change. The contrary will turn up before you, normally you were greedy and now
you ask yourself, why should I be greedy? I should not do this. When this
thought rises in you this means the inner light becomes stronger. You will
hesitate to do some action with greed by which others will suffer. An inner
contradiction is created.
Previously
you did not think this way. You always had the same greed; your actions were
always explosive. There was no inner dialogue. When this change will happen you
will realize that your normal thoughts and the inner thoughts will be different.
This
way you can explain them. So you can watch and compare past and present.
Everybody can do this.
Nobody
knows how you can see if there is progress or not. This is a very important
thought. By this technique you can observe this and you can see your own
thoughts and how they are changing.
It
may be that you do the same as before but before there was no such thought. This
thought is against your natural thoughts and this is new. This new thought is
against your natural thoughts.
The
thought which analyzes the fear, hatred and enmity, will come, will arise. The
voice is sometimes silent, sometimes very strong.
If
this thought is rising in your heart, this means that the spiritual light is
rising. Just like the sun rises on the horizon then there is no darkness. Even
if only a tiny light is at the horizon even then you see it. You see the light
coming. The inner light comes as well as the light on the horizon the same way
the inner voice appears.
The
person who is on this path should watch these changes. He will hesitate to do
crime before he didn't have this hesitation. But if the slightest hesitation
comes it means that the spiritual light is there.
Mahesh
says this text shall go into the website so that everyone gets confidence when
he notices this change.

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